As most of you probably already know, the company I work for is closing. All of it's locations nationwide are shutting its doors at the end of the month.
I feel like such a horrible, horrible person but I'm so sick of people coming in here and asking me questions.
The worst is when they walk in and see my two fixtures of merchandise and little bit of stuff on the walls and ask "Are you closing?" I want to look at them and say "Are you serious? No, we're just low on stock." The sarcastic b*tch in me really wants to come out and bite their head off. I hold restraint though and try to change the subject.
I'm almost to a breaking point though. If one more person asks me "WHY?" I'm going to freak out at them and tell them to go home and Google it if they're that interested. Why the H do you think we're closing??? Because we're so profitable we've made too much money we have to shut down?????
I know I probably sound like a complete snob, but I'm so passionate about this company and love it so much it's like stabbing me with a knife and twisting it everytime I have to answer these heartbreaking questions.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
2008 year in review
January
Still working for the college and looking for a new job. Interviewing with a company that my friend works for and am really wanting the job. I was very unhappy with my current position and extremely bored!
I turned 26 and was feeling good about it! This month I also completely broke things off with "Liar" (remember him??) and I think I bruised his ego a little! Go me! haha!
February
Still working for the college. Still unhappy. This month all my former co-workers gathered for their annual meetings in Chicago. This would have been my fourth time attending. It hit me pretty hard that I wasn't present or employed with the company I was so passionate about anymore.
March
This was kind of a big month! "Liar" apologized to me for being such a tool. Annnnnnd this is the month that I found LIBBY! My mother decided I needed a cat. I think she was really worried about me living alone. Not because Des Moines is scary or I lived in a bad area, I think she was worried I was depressed! She may have been on the right track! I found Libby at PetSmart in West Des Moines and am still obsessed with her. She has added so much joy to my life, I couldn't be happier! I looked for a long time for just the right cat and I definitely found her! :) I was also STILL interviewing for that position I mentioned back in January and still unaware if I got it or not.
April
Found out I did not get the job. :( This month we also got a new director (or dean) at the college I worked for and he was the biggest chauvonist jerk I had ever met. I wasn't the type to kiss butt when it wasn't deserved and he definitely did not like that. I also considered getting Libby de-clawed this month (didn't do it) and started interviewing for another job.
May
The demise of my Macbook took place in May. This is when I had to learn to live without the internet at home. It has taken several months, but I believe I am finally cured. Thank god my computer will be fixed soon :)
June
Not around too much this month due to the ol' computer problems... I am now forced to blog from work. Oh no! Gasp! The horror!
This month I finished up the Harry Potter series and fell in love with them. I was completely engrossed in the story of Harry, Ron, Hermione and Hogwarts. I definitely plan to read them again and hope my children (that do not exist) will love them as much as me. :)
This month is also when Val disappeared! I still miss her blog very much! Anyone know what happened?
July
Spent the 4th of July at Lake Okoboji and had a blast. I also developed a crush on a 19-year old college sophomore. Still interviewing for that job, yes - STILL! Found out I didn't get it. Still extremely unhappy at the college, but determined not to let that ruin my summer. This month we "hunted" for men (lol), had not luck, oh well, still had fun! Libby also made her "great escape" during a power outage. Luckily she was fine and came home, she just wanted to go outside and check things out :)
August
The wedding of the century! One of my BEST, BEST, BEST friends got married in the most fun wedding EVER! (Excuse the all caps, I'm excited!) There were 9 bridesmaids and 9 groomsmen (damn, they're all married!) and we had the best time! After the reception we all went back to the hotel and jumped in the pool in our dresses/tuxes! It was hilarious and so much fun!
The Iowa State Fair was also during this month, I'm not a crazy Fair-goer like some people here. I did have a good time though! This month I also picked up a second job at a small sports bar in West Des Moines. So far so good!
September
Fell off the face of the earth blog-wise. This month I started really slacking with keeping up! SOrry guys! :(
This month I got in touch with my former employer and started toying around with the idea of going back... I was still very unhappy at the college and had been let down twice now with jobs that I didn't get. On the bright side I was really enjoying working at the sports bar and even made plans to move in with one of the girls that worked there!
October
I turned in my notice at the college and started work again with my former employer! I couldn't be happier! Things were going great!! They made me feel like I never left and I have never felt more loved! I know I made the right decision.
November
HISTORY IS MADE! The first African-American President is elected to office! What an exciting time for our country!!
The day after the election I received some of the most horrible news in my life. The company I work for, the company I am so passionate about and love is closing it's doors. All locations nationwide were due to close in early 2009. Everyone is in complete shock and unsure of what to do. Including me.
This month I also ran into the man that I considered the "love of my life" so far. We met when we were about 12 or 13 years old. Right before high school. It has been very off and on with us since then. The last time we spoke was five years ago right before I moved to Kansas City and graduated college. The sparks were definitely still there...
December
The announcement of the company closing has completely changed the job. This month I tried to go forward and keep the smile on my face but it was slowly disappearing. As strange as it sounds to outsiders, I was grateful I was hired back on. I am going to be a part of the final chapter of this fabulous company and I couldn't imagine it any other way. Christmas came and went. The liquidation has kind of ruined the holidays for me but when I was with family I tried to focus on them and have a good time. Everyone encouraged me to start looking for a new job, but I just wasn't ready emotionally. Things with the ex were not looking good. He has tons of personal baggage and unfortunately is not able to give me what I'm looking for. I'm still hoping it will work out with us someday, but now is not the time. I'm just glad we're back in each others lives.
2008 had a few trials and trumphs for me. I wouldn't call it a "good" year, but I wouldn't call it "bad" either. I am hoping for a stronger and happier 2009. I'm not making any New Year's Resolutions this year, besides to focus more on myself. I'm vowing to put myself first and stay happy. I am also determined to have a sense of humor about everything and not take myself too seriously. Why sweat the small stuff? :)
Still working for the college and looking for a new job. Interviewing with a company that my friend works for and am really wanting the job. I was very unhappy with my current position and extremely bored!
I turned 26 and was feeling good about it! This month I also completely broke things off with "Liar" (remember him??) and I think I bruised his ego a little! Go me! haha!
February
Still working for the college. Still unhappy. This month all my former co-workers gathered for their annual meetings in Chicago. This would have been my fourth time attending. It hit me pretty hard that I wasn't present or employed with the company I was so passionate about anymore.
March
This was kind of a big month! "Liar" apologized to me for being such a tool. Annnnnnd this is the month that I found LIBBY! My mother decided I needed a cat. I think she was really worried about me living alone. Not because Des Moines is scary or I lived in a bad area, I think she was worried I was depressed! She may have been on the right track! I found Libby at PetSmart in West Des Moines and am still obsessed with her. She has added so much joy to my life, I couldn't be happier! I looked for a long time for just the right cat and I definitely found her! :) I was also STILL interviewing for that position I mentioned back in January and still unaware if I got it or not.
April
Found out I did not get the job. :( This month we also got a new director (or dean) at the college I worked for and he was the biggest chauvonist jerk I had ever met. I wasn't the type to kiss butt when it wasn't deserved and he definitely did not like that. I also considered getting Libby de-clawed this month (didn't do it) and started interviewing for another job.
May
The demise of my Macbook took place in May. This is when I had to learn to live without the internet at home. It has taken several months, but I believe I am finally cured. Thank god my computer will be fixed soon :)
June
Not around too much this month due to the ol' computer problems... I am now forced to blog from work. Oh no! Gasp! The horror!
This month I finished up the Harry Potter series and fell in love with them. I was completely engrossed in the story of Harry, Ron, Hermione and Hogwarts. I definitely plan to read them again and hope my children (that do not exist) will love them as much as me. :)
This month is also when Val disappeared! I still miss her blog very much! Anyone know what happened?
July
Spent the 4th of July at Lake Okoboji and had a blast. I also developed a crush on a 19-year old college sophomore. Still interviewing for that job, yes - STILL! Found out I didn't get it. Still extremely unhappy at the college, but determined not to let that ruin my summer. This month we "hunted" for men (lol), had not luck, oh well, still had fun! Libby also made her "great escape" during a power outage. Luckily she was fine and came home, she just wanted to go outside and check things out :)
August
The wedding of the century! One of my BEST, BEST, BEST friends got married in the most fun wedding EVER! (Excuse the all caps, I'm excited!) There were 9 bridesmaids and 9 groomsmen (damn, they're all married!) and we had the best time! After the reception we all went back to the hotel and jumped in the pool in our dresses/tuxes! It was hilarious and so much fun!
The Iowa State Fair was also during this month, I'm not a crazy Fair-goer like some people here. I did have a good time though! This month I also picked up a second job at a small sports bar in West Des Moines. So far so good!
September
Fell off the face of the earth blog-wise. This month I started really slacking with keeping up! SOrry guys! :(
This month I got in touch with my former employer and started toying around with the idea of going back... I was still very unhappy at the college and had been let down twice now with jobs that I didn't get. On the bright side I was really enjoying working at the sports bar and even made plans to move in with one of the girls that worked there!
October
I turned in my notice at the college and started work again with my former employer! I couldn't be happier! Things were going great!! They made me feel like I never left and I have never felt more loved! I know I made the right decision.
November
HISTORY IS MADE! The first African-American President is elected to office! What an exciting time for our country!!
The day after the election I received some of the most horrible news in my life. The company I work for, the company I am so passionate about and love is closing it's doors. All locations nationwide were due to close in early 2009. Everyone is in complete shock and unsure of what to do. Including me.
This month I also ran into the man that I considered the "love of my life" so far. We met when we were about 12 or 13 years old. Right before high school. It has been very off and on with us since then. The last time we spoke was five years ago right before I moved to Kansas City and graduated college. The sparks were definitely still there...
December
The announcement of the company closing has completely changed the job. This month I tried to go forward and keep the smile on my face but it was slowly disappearing. As strange as it sounds to outsiders, I was grateful I was hired back on. I am going to be a part of the final chapter of this fabulous company and I couldn't imagine it any other way. Christmas came and went. The liquidation has kind of ruined the holidays for me but when I was with family I tried to focus on them and have a good time. Everyone encouraged me to start looking for a new job, but I just wasn't ready emotionally. Things with the ex were not looking good. He has tons of personal baggage and unfortunately is not able to give me what I'm looking for. I'm still hoping it will work out with us someday, but now is not the time. I'm just glad we're back in each others lives.
2008 had a few trials and trumphs for me. I wouldn't call it a "good" year, but I wouldn't call it "bad" either. I am hoping for a stronger and happier 2009. I'm not making any New Year's Resolutions this year, besides to focus more on myself. I'm vowing to put myself first and stay happy. I am also determined to have a sense of humor about everything and not take myself too seriously. Why sweat the small stuff? :)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Crazy store hours...
Take a look at our hours for this week...
Sunday 12/14: 8a-11pm
Monday 12/15: 8a-11pm
Tuesday 12/16: 8a-11pm
Wednesday 12/17: 6a-11pm
Thursday 12/18: 8a-11pm
Friday 12/19: 8a-11pm
Saturday 12/20: 6a-11pm
That is only THIS week... I'll let you imagine what they are the week of Christmas.
Why don't we just stay open 24 hours a day? We might as well considering we're only closed an average of 8 hours each day...
I don't know about all of you but I think these are ridiculous. Who goes shopping at 6am on a Wednesday? Who?! Nobody, that's who!
Sunday 12/14: 8a-11pm
Monday 12/15: 8a-11pm
Tuesday 12/16: 8a-11pm
Wednesday 12/17: 6a-11pm
Thursday 12/18: 8a-11pm
Friday 12/19: 8a-11pm
Saturday 12/20: 6a-11pm
That is only THIS week... I'll let you imagine what they are the week of Christmas.
Why don't we just stay open 24 hours a day? We might as well considering we're only closed an average of 8 hours each day...
I don't know about all of you but I think these are ridiculous. Who goes shopping at 6am on a Wednesday? Who?! Nobody, that's who!
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Crazy times...
Things have been so crazy for me! Here's what has been going on...
1. I found out the company I work for is shutting its doors, so after Jan. 31st I will be unemployed... (luckily the severance package is decent, so I will be okay for awhile).
2. I moved into a house with a friend of mine.
3. Ran into an ex, who is basically the love of my life (so far), I know a little melodramatic, but it's true! Got back together for a minute, then broke up again.
That is the quick update on me! I'm still "computer-less" at home, but I'm planning on getting my laptop fixed with my severance in February, so probably around March I will be back to blogging regularly!
I hope you all are having a great holiday season!!
1. I found out the company I work for is shutting its doors, so after Jan. 31st I will be unemployed... (luckily the severance package is decent, so I will be okay for awhile).
2. I moved into a house with a friend of mine.
3. Ran into an ex, who is basically the love of my life (so far), I know a little melodramatic, but it's true! Got back together for a minute, then broke up again.
That is the quick update on me! I'm still "computer-less" at home, but I'm planning on getting my laptop fixed with my severance in February, so probably around March I will be back to blogging regularly!
I hope you all are having a great holiday season!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I have been tagged by Lesli!
1. Clothes: Romantic and girly. Mainly dark colors, I own a lot of black but not in a gothic way. I just think black looks best on me. Lots of heels and jeans and comfy sweaters.
2. Furniture: Light green suede furniture, very shabby chic. Lots of neutral colors with black and red thrown in here and there.
3. Sweet: Uhh, chocolate! :) Or I love Skittles!
4. City: My heart belongs in Des Moines :) Some of my favorite cities to visit are Chicago, New York, Los Angeles and Denver.
5. Drink: I'm a beer girl (I know, ewww! haha!) if I don't have that I will have a Malibu/Diet or a glass of Chardonnay or Pinot Noir (depends on what I'm eating, if I'm eating with it). For non alcoholic, I always have a coffee :)
6. Music: Love the newer alternative rock! I guess you might classify it as emo or punk I guess. But bands like Paramore and Panic! at the Disco are my favs.
7. TV Series: Lots of reality tv... The Girls Next Door, Big Brother, Dancing with the Stars, The Hills, The Rachel Zoe Project... I also like Grey's Anatomy and the new 90210!
8. Film: Almost Famous, Across the Universe, Fever Pitch, The Devil Wears Prada... and tons more! I could go on and on!
9. Workout: Elliptical or group fitness classes like Step, Body Pump and Kickboxing.
10. Pastries: Actually I'm happy with just a bagel and coffee!
11. Coffee: Medium to strong with lots of Splenda and sometimes non-dairy creamer.
1. Clothes: Romantic and girly. Mainly dark colors, I own a lot of black but not in a gothic way. I just think black looks best on me. Lots of heels and jeans and comfy sweaters.
2. Furniture: Light green suede furniture, very shabby chic. Lots of neutral colors with black and red thrown in here and there.
3. Sweet: Uhh, chocolate! :) Or I love Skittles!
4. City: My heart belongs in Des Moines :) Some of my favorite cities to visit are Chicago, New York, Los Angeles and Denver.
5. Drink: I'm a beer girl (I know, ewww! haha!) if I don't have that I will have a Malibu/Diet or a glass of Chardonnay or Pinot Noir (depends on what I'm eating, if I'm eating with it). For non alcoholic, I always have a coffee :)
6. Music: Love the newer alternative rock! I guess you might classify it as emo or punk I guess. But bands like Paramore and Panic! at the Disco are my favs.
7. TV Series: Lots of reality tv... The Girls Next Door, Big Brother, Dancing with the Stars, The Hills, The Rachel Zoe Project... I also like Grey's Anatomy and the new 90210!
8. Film: Almost Famous, Across the Universe, Fever Pitch, The Devil Wears Prada... and tons more! I could go on and on!
9. Workout: Elliptical or group fitness classes like Step, Body Pump and Kickboxing.
10. Pastries: Actually I'm happy with just a bagel and coffee!
11. Coffee: Medium to strong with lots of Splenda and sometimes non-dairy creamer.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
No, I'm not missing! Stop the search!
Wow, I have been gone a long time! I feel like my only posts are "update posts"!! Sorry guys! I'll try harder -- really, I will! :)Things have been pretty good. I've been trying to make myself more available to the dating world and put myself out there. So far, I have little luck. I went on a date with one guy who Lesli and I like to call "Sushi Guy" because he asked me out for sushi with him and his friends. This guy is a classic case of why a girl should trust her gut instincts. On the surface and on paper this guy seems perfect. Successful, attractive (not really to me, but to most he is attractive), seemingly polite and funny. He just seemed a little too smooth if you know what I mean.
So after the first date I caught myself dodging his texts and phone calls so I decided to let him down gently and tell him that I feel like I'm too busy to date right now, but to keep in touch.
A week later I get a text from him:
Sushi Guy: Hey, what is your friends name that is a nurse? I think I saw her downtown.
Me: Her name is Blondie* and yes you probably did see her, she works downtown.
Sushi Guy: Ok. So I take it you still don't want to date?
Uhhh, duh. It was only a week ago and nothing has changed.
Me: Yes, I just can't right now. Keep in touch though!
I'm just trying to be nice!
Sushi Guy: Well, at the risk of sounding like an ass. Is your friend Blondie single?
Whaaaaaaaat?? Ok, it might be okay for dudes that are friends to date the same girl. It is not okay for chicks. If anyone has seen the most recent episode of The Hills they would know that!
Scratch this guy off the list for potential people to date. Yes, I know he was technically already "scratched off the list" but I was trying to date like a dude and keep him on my radar! You never know!
I immediately called Blondie and told her the story. She was disgusted and said She did think at first he might be a great catch but she would never date someone one of her friends dated. To quote Audrina from The Hills, "Who wants sloppy seconds?" Amen!
*name changed to protect identity
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Should I, or shouldn't I?
I met this guy Saturday night and we went out for drinks last night. I only allowed myself a couple hours out b/c I knew today would be a long day. We had three drinks each and were out for almost exactly two hours. This guy is pretty much perfect on paper (so far) I'm just trying to decide if I'm physically attracted to him. I definitely think I am a little bit and that it will grow with time. My last boyfriend I wasn't attracted to at all at first, but it grew very quickly and he was my most significant relationship (so far!).
Let's call last night's guy... Dude. Dude wants to go out again tomorrow night to a sushi restaurant. Him and his friends usually go every Thursday night and he wants me to join them tomorrow. I think this is a little odd to be going out with him on a 2nd date to such a regular event with his friends.
Should I go? What would you all do?
Let's call last night's guy... Dude. Dude wants to go out again tomorrow night to a sushi restaurant. Him and his friends usually go every Thursday night and he wants me to join them tomorrow. I think this is a little odd to be going out with him on a 2nd date to such a regular event with his friends.
Should I go? What would you all do?
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