Friday, March 13, 2009

Trying to just be happy!

Things are going great right now. Honestly, I could not ask for more.

The past couple of years haven't been the greatest, especially the past six months or so. The only good thing going for me was my job, then it was announced they were shutting down.

So now, things are going great and what do I do? I'm bracing myself for the worst. Waiting for something to happen because things are just going too well. I know this is ridiculous. I want to just be happy and accept the good things that are coming my way. Every time I think I'm beginning to change, I do something stupid to mess it up.

I try the whole positive thinking thing and I appear to be sunny and optimistic but honestly I'm not. I'm skeptical of just about everything. I'm just good at hiding it. Until you get to know me better it's blatantly clear what a cynic I am.

Someone give me a bottle of vodka drink.


Lesli said...

Ah, yeah, perfectly understandable. I think when things are going too perfectly we are just waiting for something bad to happen. But try to keep thinking positively!! I am trying to follow The Secret and the Law of Attraction and only think good thoughts!!

Amber said...

I've always wanted to read The Secret. I should order it.

Seriously though, the list of books I want to read is getting out of control. Way out of control!

marisol said...

I agree with Lesli. Check out the Secret for sure. You definitely want to attract positivity into your world especially during these difficult times.